Monday, June 30, 2014

When the spirits of my miscarried children tell me not to give up, both of them with the pretty blue eyes of their father, I suppose that is something.

Saturday, June 28, 2014

Days like Today

Days like today I wish I had been born without a heart to love with, nor any desire, nor any love of music. Sometimes I wish the high voltage wire had gotten me afterall.

Friday, June 27, 2014

Almost Electrocuted at the Age of Two

When I was two years old I was walking with my father and brother through a bus station, and I lingered behind them because they had both left go of my hand. (Wonderful family, I know.) I was about to stand idly before the curb of the sidewalk when an unseen voice in my mind's ear said to me firmly, " You have to get up on the curb. You have to step up on the sidewalk." For some unknown reason I complied, and even as I took the step up I heard a woman screaming behind me, and a loud ripping and crackling.

No more than a split second after I was up on the sidewalk, a high voltage overhead electrical wire was writhing on the ground exactly where I had been standing, still only inches away. My father finally realized the danger and pulled me away, saying, " Oh my God!"

It was a close shot by the Devil, but it was the voice of an Angel that saved me. Angels make the Devil miss.

Friday, June 20, 2014

I once looked into someone's eyes and thought," Your eyes are so beautiful I'd like to live and die with you."
I didn't say it, though, and now I so much wish I could, especially to go back in time

Friday, June 13, 2014

Moments I Treasure.

The very first thing I said to somebody I love very much is, "You were wonderful!" An auspicious beginning, at least, for creation.

Thursday, June 5, 2014

Monday, June 2, 2014

Thanks to God and the Holy Spirit

I felt joy again yesterday and this morning--I did not expect to feel joy again!